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[Mar. 20th, 2009|01:03 pm] |
the only one who can save me |
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[Jan. 26th, 2009|07:54 pm] |
there are no words I can say to justify how I feel |
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[Jan. 10th, 2009|05:59 pm] |
I was lying in my bed last night staring
At a ceiling full of stars
When it suddenly hit me
I just have to let you know how I feel
We live together in a photograph of time
I look into your eyes
And the seas open up to me
I tell you I love you
And I always will
And I know you can't tell me
I know you can't tell me |
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[Dec. 18th, 2008|05:16 am] |
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| | mellow | ] |
| [ | music |
| | MGMT- electric feel | ] |
I absolutely love my life
I don't want to go back to LI for a week, I'm going to be bored as shit and end up sleeping the whole time. This is why I'm moving to the city by the late spring :) |
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[Nov. 26th, 2008|12:02 pm] |
I was planning on staying an extra day on the island but I think now I'm coming back home here to the city as soon as possible. I really have nothing left to even care about there. I wont go out of my way for people that used to be considered one of my best friends. Thanks guys, have a great life. |
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[Nov. 25th, 2008|03:08 am] |
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| | restless | ] |
| [ | music |
| | nine inch nails- the fragile | ] |
from the time I got out of class friday till last night everything was a complete blur. I know I shouldn't do this to myself but everything just felt so right.
I'm not going to give up. |
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[Nov. 19th, 2008|12:22 am] |
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| | determined | ] |
| [ | music |
| | cat power- metal heart | ] |
I do not believe the phrase "you can't always get what you want"
I have proven it wrong so many times before and I will again
I know what I'm in for and how bad it could hurt. But I'm willing to take the chance
If you want something or someone bad enough you will get it.
you will see
I'm waiting
I'm waiting for you |
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[Nov. 15th, 2008|06:47 am] |
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| | hopeful | ] |
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| | garbage | ] |
take your chances, magic happens.. |
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[Nov. 10th, 2008|01:31 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | exhausted | ] |
| [ | music |
| | nin- tdtwwwa | ] |
there really isn't enough hours in a day! I can't even believe that or begin to handle it. Last week from tuesday night till friday or really saturday at 4:00 am I got a total of 6, yes 6 hours of sleep in all of those days. Being that 2 nights in a row I didn't sleep at all or even lay down. I am going to die, And now that I am finally caught up on my work I just got a shit load more to do.
If you go or expect to go to art school, you will know the real meaning of exhaustion. |
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[Nov. 6th, 2008|08:20 pm] |
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| | bouncy | ] |
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| | miss kitten- rippin kitten | ] |
did I really just get butterflies? I think I should spend more time in the darkroom or working on my assignments and work more then I do usually. Your eyes are so piercing.
I haven't slept at all in 2 days. I think tonight's the night where I will finally lay in my bed.
my brain is fried |
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[Nov. 5th, 2008|03:59 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | ecstatic | ] |
| [ | music |
| | chris rock- (no sex) champaign room | ] |
For the first time in my life I am actually proud to be an american. I am so happy I'm almost in tears. I am so lucky to be apart of history and this is my first time voting too.
tonight was beyond epic, it's history.
OBAMA 08
YES WE DID!
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[Oct. 18th, 2008|02:38 am] |
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| | productive | ] |
| [ | music |
| | gogol bordello- start wearing purple | ] |
I traveled the world
looking for lovers of the ultimate beauty
but never settled in
I'm wonderlust king...or queen in my case
tonight was a perfect example of why I love this city and the people in it. |
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[Oct. 7th, 2008|04:29 pm] |
is in full phase
feel the hollowness inside of your heart
and it's all right where it belongs |
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[Oct. 1st, 2008|05:54 am] |
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When I do it... I only think of you. |
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[Sep. 29th, 2008|01:11 am] |
I think I just fell in love with one of my professors
seriously, he's the coolest fucking guy ever
http://bradparis.com/
that's his website |
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[Sep. 20th, 2008|01:23 pm] |
all I ask of anyone is don't lie to me, about anything. I don't care how much you think you will offend me, what will make me more offended is your lying. Don't tell me things you think I'll want to hear, tell me something you actually mean.
I woke up this morning never wanting to wake up again. I wish I didn't
I fucking hate myself. |
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[Sep. 9th, 2008|01:10 am] |
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| | pleased | ] |
| [ | music |
| | MSTRKRFT- the look | ] |
The past week has been the most intense/ fun/ strange week I have ever had I think.
I am my own person: free woman
I tried something new
I saw a man jump in front of a subway and kill himself
I have a shit load of work to still do but being more productive.
I had my first shoot since starting school
I came home from BK alone, drunk at 4 am and didn't die
I went to the Robert Giller show
I got to have lunch with levi
I went/ still going to bryant park for fashion week.
I love my life.
you know what they say, the first time you do it, you'll want to do it again
... and they're right |
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[Sep. 2nd, 2008|02:47 am] |
some people never change
that including myself.
there is nothing I really can say to justify how I feel right now. I really am sorry. I just can't lie to you anymore. For the first time in a long time I didn't hold back and I was fully honest with you about everything. I don't know if this is who I turned into or who I've always been. I do and will always love you and still fully care about you. I just can't be her anymore, I just can't.. |
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[Aug. 12th, 2008|12:20 am] |
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| | restless | ] |
| [ | music |
| | nin-head down | ] |
something today and just a moment ago made me remember how I used to feel, and not ever since then or has anything ever has measured up to this feeling, and I'm not sure if anything will ever.
something tells me that I will end up where I'm supposed to and where I've always wanted.
his air fills my lungs again |
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[Jul. 23rd, 2008|11:03 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | chipper | ] |
| [ | music |
| | underworld- born slippy | ] |
I've learned something, and maybe It may or not been intentional to act towards you like I did, I am sorry for the shit I put you through and how upset I made you. The truth is I do love you and sometimes I have second thoughts and I question myself because I guess I've never been in this long of a relationship to question weather or not I have a commitment problem. but I am sorry and I will and I still always love you, no matter what I will always be close to you.
I've started buying a lot of stuff for my room, I got a comforter, pillows, sheets, laptop bag, ect.. I'm really excited. I got a big storage trunk today too! I've been wanting one for a while and it's really nice. I figure I'll keep shoes and what ever else in there. I have to send in my macbook pro to apple, it seems the headphone jack is not working or it's very low, I guess I'll be without a computer for a week :(
I've been really trying to get to the city and bk lately but since I am not working right now I've been a bit low on cash but I will get in sometime next week, I miss a lot of people (ahem sandra, dom, kristine, levi...). Though I will be moving in soon, still I want to see some familiar faces.
one more thing I need to add is thank you kelly rymer, if I did not have you in my life or know you I don't know how I would deal with things, or what my life would be like. I can not even begin to describe how much I appreciate, love and what I would give up for you. thank you for always being there for me, really I love you. |
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